I'm back after 6 years of disappearance!

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Hey guuuuuyyss,it's been such a long time since i last opened and writtened  on this blog,6 years to be exact?I don't know but it's been such a long time now and I think i'm finally going to write some stuff about my life now.

Why now after 6 years?Well my friend,I'm glad you asked,(i'm literally talking to myself right now,lol).Because in the past i really learned a lot in my life,but mainly,i realized that writing whether in English or Malay,it can really help you to become more creative.but also,truth to be told,there's a story behind this,a simple story indeed.

One day,I scrolled through my intstagram and decided to search my old friend in the search bar,but i didn't found him,but instead i  found a senior of mine when i was in high school.I decided to have a peek at her instagram,and....it is in private,which is understandable because she was a good girl even in high school.But something piqued my interest,a blog address was attached at her bio.

I who was at that time had nothing to better anyway decided to check on that blog,it is simple blog about her family and such,but there was one article that interest me,it was a blog that give tips on how to study efficiently.When i read that article,i don't know why,but i feel really thankful and grateful for the person who wrote that article,it gives me the vibe to study smartly and be a more good person whether to my family,friends and religion.I then notice how a simple blog can bring such a feeling towards me.I then decided to reopen my dusty blog and decided to write again and hoping that my writing can also bring benefit to other people just like her blog bring benefit to me,i had nothing better to do anyway.I'm in semester break for 5 month hahaha.

So here i am,writing back and honestly it doesn't feel too bad anyway.I can release my stress here,i doubt anyone ever uses blog anyway these day,so,this blog of mine is kind of like a diary to me hehehe.

Also,when i'm writing for example,an article or tips to be a better person,i automatically am telling to myself on how to be a better person.After all,what good of giving advice to people when you,yourself doesn't heed to your own advice.I'm writing while listening to Ismail Izzani -Sabar btw,just letting you guys know hoho.

Ah i almost forget,i am sorry for my bad english,i'm not that good in english anyway.If you notice an error in sentence of word,do let me know,thank you and have a good day.

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