Spoon and Fork

  Love is a lot of like someone uninvited that comes knocking on your door and while you opened the door, he just storms into your house, having a seat at your living room sofa. If I were to describe how love feels to me, that’s how I’ll explain it. And a certain point in life, you have to make a decision that will alter your course of life completely, for some it involves transforming their self, abandoning that cacophony that once house their old self. For others, it involves the heavy responsibility that added the weight on the back of their body. He has to choose whether to abandon that said responsibility, although not saying it out loud, at least, imprinted onto his soul and mind. Abandoning that said responsibility also comes at a cost, a cost he weighting around. He may or can abandon it but it comes with a cost, a cost that will haunt him for the rest of his life, of course we don’t know that, but hypothetically speaking, of course he’ll always remember it if that sa...

 a person who read this might infer me as a person who likes to complaint every single thing that gone wrong in his life towards the system but ah hell whatever its my personal blog so let me lament here all i want. when speaking about career, it's easy to imagine it when we are in university if you attended one but post university life, at least current one, you realise how unprepared you are in facing the so called working and career life. In a sense, it is as if, you had to narrow down your life choice at the tender age of 18-19, at after you start your university life, it's hard to turn back to. so is the education system had failed us? honestly, when i graduated i realized how broken and disparage our own education system is, if it did lauded as a success, you would think that critical thinking, careful reading and moral integrity would be ingrained so into our current society, seeing as there is so many university graduates and people who at-least had experienced tertiary...

My current reading has revealed that state, nation state or a government tend, or should I say, must have a myopic view of its subject in order to rule over them effectively and efficiently. Which isn’t a bad and such a catastrophic ordeal if you measure it through the current view of course, but it is still a paradigm nonetheless, the only paradigm that can exist in today’s modern world. It can be argued with such a mono-paradigm, type of governing, when a disaster struck, people would realize how fragile having only one type of state would do to the world. Maybe the world will fall into a state of anarchy, where law wouldn’t exist and barbarity would reign supreme. Or, would it? If you measure everything by the western rule and measurement, of course anything that falls outside of its view would be deemed as barbaric, maybe that’s why cold war happened. Beneath the veil of capitalism vs socialism, lies the true feelings of superiority of their system of governing or world view is...

As im browsing the social media, mainly twitter, I'm seeing an increasing amount of post commenting about the recent march of Taliban into Kabul which makes Taliban, as I'm seeing right now, trying to form the government. The issue is there are a lot of people commenting without any evidence to back it up I even see a user who claim that a movie, made by Hollywood titled 12 strong is their reference in judging the situation in Afghanistan. I really cannot made this up.  People are tricked into believing that a single source of information, mainly from western or USA media such as CNN,BBC,Fox News and such. And when someone trying to point out their mistake, they'll try to cancel that person. With the increasing amount of information flowing, it is a good thing for us to know the situation there but there are also negative side which are the increasing amount of fake or manipulated information. Information can be used as a propaganda machine,especially by the western media o...

The year is 2021, Covid19 is still rampaging through Malaysia, taking many lives with it, mostly those who are unvaccinated. Every day i hear deaths because of it. To the point that I've become numb to the so many bad news, the baddest of news which is death. This is, the curse of free information today. You've become paralysed because of so many news and at some point, the number of death, is only numbers to you. When that happens, i think I'll be so sad because that means I've lost some part of humanity. Anyway, aside from the disease, I'm also applying for jobs. And i have to say, I'm afraid. I don't know whether my mental health can permit me working straight away. There's this feeling you know, of how i think that life is a sequence. But reality is, it's far from that. And, to be honest, I'm feeling so empty, whether this education, that are supposed to fill me, is filling me at all...  I've graduated, and what have i become. Am I becomi...

     Aku tulis ni sebab aku tak tau nak tulis apa harini sebenarnya, aku hari-hari aku berjalan macam begitu sahaja, tiada apa-apa nak diceritakan sangat sepanjang PKP ni dan aku pulak jenis yang tak pandai bercerita, betul, kalau aku nak cerita pengalaman yang lawak yang terjadi semalam, aku cerita balik jadi tak lawak dah. Tapi aku pandai buat orang gelak, kat mana lawak aku pun tak tahu la.     Ok kali ni aku nak ceritakan pasal geografi dunia dan politk atau dalam bahasa mudahnya dipanggil geopolitik. Geopolitik ni kajian tentang kaitan geografi tempat tu dan politik di kawasan tersebut. Aku ni bukanlah pakar pun dalam geopolitik ni malah aku boleh katakan aku ni memang bodoh dalam geopolitik ni. Sebab aku nak ceritakan pasal geopolitik ni ialah aku sekarang sedang baca buku The Revenge of Geography by Robert D Kaplan. Aku beli buku ni masa pesta buku big bad wolf tahun 2017 ke 2018 ntah aku lupa dah, aku beli sebab cover macam menarik dan harga pun te...