Entering the 20s

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It's official.I'm 20 years old now.I had entered the domain of the 20s people and to be honest,I'm a little afraid of what the future holds to me.

Me entering the 20s signify that I am the person who will my own responsibility,not my parents,sibling and friends.And this scares me because I don't know of what the future will hold for me,is it will be a challenging and torturous years or is it will be smooth sailing without any major problems happening in my life.

Will I secure a job after this I graduated from University,will I even graduate,will I be able to pay of my student loan.These kinds of thought scares me man.The fear of unknown.Unknown of what will happen next in this phase of life.

Here's hoping that I will be strong enough to face of this phase of life.And I'm sure 10 or 20 years from now,as I read this blog then I'll realize of how silly my worry is.My you are strong to go thorough this dear me.


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