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hello guys,it's been quite some time i write something up on this blog,i've been busy lately with my life,naahh,just kiddin',i don't have a life hahahaha,i've just been lazing around as usual.

today i want to talk about staying connected with your friends,have you ever felt that you're the only one that is trying to keep the relationship going?no,i'm not talking about romantic relationship,i don't even have a girlfriend (i'm a guy btw),i'm talking about friendship relationship.For some reason i've been lonely when i'm at home,yes i'm grateful there is my siblings and parents,but you know what i'm talking about,there's a difference between feeling lonely because of friends compared to feeling lonely because of family.I don't know how to explain this stuff,you know what i'm talking about.

But then again,there's also an opinion that you can't always need to be around with your friends,i partially agree with that opinion.Well the reason for me feeling lonely is quite stupid  really lol,my friends don't message me asking how i'm doing with my life,doesn't matter if it's my university friends or my school friends,whom both i treasure.It's foolish right for feeling lonely and affected because of that,but can't help it,i guess i really like to be with my friends.Also,i'm quite affected on how i'm always the one that needed to ask how they're doing with their life,i'm always the one who needed to start the conversation.I know that you're not supposed to expect others to treat you like how you treat them,but then again,i'm a human dude,of course i'll always be filled with expectations,you can reduce them,but i'll tell you what mate.IT WILL TAKE A LOT OF EFFORT AND TRAINING.That feeling of expecting something in return is embedded in ourselves,humans.I know it's foolish but i'll be really happy if my friends,ask about life,my life,on how i'm going in life.It seems little and trivial to other people,but those little things that will make people happy man.Identify on what those little things are,and i can assure you mate,you can win other people favor easily and you will also gain friends in the process.

Also i wish that i'm good on expressing my feelings to other people.The inability to express my feelings correctly has caused me a  loss of chance of getting a special  person hahaha.Well,i hope that one day i'll be able to meet the right person for me.Don't we all wish that :)

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